Another complete cycle. Alhamdulillah, Overall, I couldn’t say that it has been a good year for me, but it hasn’t been that bad either. I had gone through a lot of emotional struggle this past year, mostly due to personal matters. And subsequently, in a way, the inner turmoil had also affected my time at work and several other parts in my life.

Personally, I could sum the year up to have been much about discovering the people around me. In fact, I believe that lately I have come to learn a lot more about those around me than about myself. Fuck, I don’t even know who I really am these days. Scary, but true.

I have made many, many friends this year...some turned out to be short acquaintances, some wonderful friends, and there are several who became a bit more special than the others. A big number of these weirdos are people I met here. I couldn’t think of any reason of why they’re interested in knowing me, but I can’t really complain. The more weirdos, the merrier. :D Looking back, there are of course regrets and lessons learnt. But truly, I really cherish all the invaluable experiences that I had to endure throughout the year...NOT! Haha! Get real, ok! Nobody likes going through hardship and sufferinggg, especially me. But things happen for a reason. We just have to have faith in God and hope for the best. Tak gitu?

OK, enough about trivial stuff, on to the most important bit. When I started this journal, I was writing for myself. Entries were written for nobody else but me and my personal satisfaction. Now, I constantly find that I write for the sake of other people. My thoughts will wonder about those who read and how they would respond. So, I can’t say that I have been 100% genuine in my writings and I’m afraid that I would turn out to be more and more unnatural as I go along.

Seeing that I couldn’t really express my sentiments as I truly want them to be, I have decided to end this bootylicious diary here. I know. Sayang sebenarnye nak mengundur kundur lendur, sebab it has been that long. I have been thinking of starting a fresh journal soon, but I’m still unsure. Tengoklah macam mana. Need to work out my own matters first. Whatever it is, I feel the time has come for me to close shop. *Sob, sob*

Thank you to all who have been coming here to read (yes, all four of you!). I also would like to say thanks to the friends I have made through this page. It is an honor to have met friends like you. Do say hi once in a while. I’ll give a personal update on what I’ve been up to. Keep in touch, ya.

Take care and pray for all things good. Don’t notty-notty. Hopefully we’ll meet again in the future. Wishing all of you a wonderful 2006 & beyond.

Daaaa!

Bubbye, my bloggieee…

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